Darren Criss - Jealousy lyrics

I hate where I'm at Acting crazy like that I know that I've been wrong It's something I've been working on And I don't know what to do It's changing me it's k**ing you I'd tear out my insides if I could But I don't know if it'd do me good I'm sorry friends I'm sorry lovers To put us all in this mess I know we still got each other But I'm in distress Cause every time that I feel like I've figured it out I can't seem to figure it in It's got nothing to do with me It's not even you, you see It's part of my chemistry It's this jealousy In absolutely no position To be so needlessly unkind When I'm the one writing this fiction Make it real in my mind It drives me crazy in the morning Who is this monster in the mirror I try to get the steam to fog it out But I just can't get it clear Oh and I can't stand what I'm feeling It's just like poison in my veins I know that I'm speaking But I don't know what I'm saying Cause every time that I feel like the world just got lighter It seems like my muscles give out It's got nothing to do with me It's not even you, you see It's part of my chemistry It's this jealousy And I'm hearing your voice That you know it's your choice Maybe so And I know it's no use But it's the only excuse That I know, no no Let me go Let me go Oh let me go Oh let me go Now let's be real I feel just like a child Someone could be taking all my toys So call me dumb, call me wild See that's the thing with little boys Oh now I can't get it out in the shower Or drink it off at the bar This sugar's gone sour And it's gone way too far Cause every time that I feel like I'm riding so high, Feel on top of the world The b*tch just keeps telling me no It's got nothing to do with me It's not even you, you see It's part of my chemistry This demon is k**ing me And oh Christ it's filling me It's this jealousy Oh, and I just can't believe In this jealousy, This jealousy for you Oh this jealousy, This jealousy for you