Darling Waste - Tour Vans and Neurosis lyrics

With another foot closer To the proverbial ledge With another broken heart And busted edge With another empty promise That i know i can't keep And another fading night Because i know i can't sleep With everything you are And everything i'm not With everything i've lost And all these vices i've got With every waking second Of every f**ing day With all these haunting voices That i wish would go away And i am praying for rain To fall down on me And wash off the pain That i've grown to need I am praying for rain To fall down on me They say it's cleansing And i believe They say regret looks back Confusion looks around They say faith looks to the sky So i focus on the ground Cause i'm stepping on the cracks Practicing what i can say Just to try to make it better Or just make it ok And i am praying for rain To fall down on me And wash off the pain That i've grown to need I am praying for rain To fall down on me They say it's cleansing And you ask "are you mad at me?" And i confirm You don't even bother asking why You're unconcerned From kicking you out To kissing in the rain This life is like a bad romance movie So goodbye to old lovers Goodbye to this town Goodbye to my friends Who feel they once knew me well Cause i got me some songs And i got me a band And i got me a day job To buy me a van And i'm leaving this town And you people i hate And i'll smile to myself As we hit the next state And i am praying for rain To fall down on me And wash off the pain That i've grown to need Someone turn down the sun Bring me some night I can't stand the way I look in this daylight I am praying for rain To fall down on me And wash off the pain That i've grown to need I am praying for rain To fall down on me They say it's cleansing And i believe They say that miracles never cease Well i am totally alone They say the history just repeats and repeats I am once again on my own