Darby O'Trill - Life is so hard tommy,sometimes think it's the hardest thing there is lyrics

[INTRO:DARBY O'TRILL] IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE?/ IS THERE ANYBODY OUT THERE?/ IS ANYBODY THERE?/IS ANYBODY THERE? [VERSE 1:DARBY O'TRILL] Always the outcast,i kept to myself/a weird little boy with a head full of hell/constantly told i should seek out some help/tortured by all of the feelings i felt/i would draw pictures of my own demise/and others inspired by lord of the flies/my poor little mind was contorted by lies/severely distorted and warped over time/i fee; like the one kid in can of worms/like i don't belong here on planet earth/my bodies entangled in damaged nerves/i'm throwing up blood and my stomach hurts/fucc a god/fucc a church/heaven don't fit in my universe/i know i'm not useless i used to work/a hole in the dirt's all a humans worth/a hole in the dirt's all a humans worth/a hole in the dirt's all a humans worth [VERSE 2:TOMMY GUNZ THE DARK ONE] f** cotton scented candles cause they smell like slavery/i am highly offended,and mother f**ers gonna pay me/not only am i black,but,i'm slightly pathetic/judging by the size of my dad's dick,i don't think it's genetics/can't get an erection,my life is so over/even rape victims say my s** game's mediocre/people ask why i'm fat, i say gee, i don't know/the only possibility being that i don't chase these hoes/but i'm the type of guy that'll get high on a hi-rise/then watch child p**n on my neighbors free wi-fi/f** your opinions,they're making me sick/even toilet bowl cleaners said they're tired of my sh**/a black history major,dropped out,yeah, it figures/but not foe the reasons you think,but my teacher called me a n***a/but if he could see me now,i still ain't sh**/caught chlamydia five times,and i still sling dick/but,you're about to turn this track,no wait,don't stop,please!/i'm only on this sh** because i forgot my car keys/later jimmy.....