DANSONN BEATS - Pigeons (System Overload) lyrics

[Hook] And I've been going through hell; Caught in a vicious spell Blinded by the lies, crossed course, stumbled and fell I'm feeling so alone, I think I'm bout to explode System overload! [Verse 1: MikelWJ] I may be a rat, but I've got wings so I can fly I may have been sad, but I'm too young to die These people look at me with hateful looks in their eyes So I'm looking for love, but their telling me lies I never thought I'd be compared to the people I idolize But numbers added up and I'm starting to realize I've been staring at the embers of a half smoked cigarette Learning how to understand the things I can't forget And I'm so done with the rain, second wind in the game I learned breaking down walls will protect you from pain I leaned working my a** off will build me a name I learned having a heart means always feeling the same And the black clouds fade, come with much better days I'm trying positive thoughts to outweigh negative praise I built my landmarks with wood, now there hard as cement So you can paint me straight gold, I'm done being a silhouette [Hook] [Verse 2: MikelWJ] Ever since it dropped, my fans call themselves outcasts Broken people with tattered homes and bitter pasts Black hoodies, clear masks, Blue jeans and picked last Bullied by the others while their changing in gym cla** Damn, I'm talking all heartbreaks and headstones Pigeon songs to help these outcasts stay strong Cute looks to have these girls call my cell phone Since my biggest fear was always ending up alone I made a promise to a friend saying she'd have a crown It's seems whenever I'm up, she always seems to be down So I walk to her house just to give her some ground Then I crashed on her couch, which is where I was found Saying extra extra read all about it Outcast kids the product of modern gossip My FATE couldn't stop it, people said that I lost it But now I'm feeling bigger than the profits, I call this, luck [Hook] [Verse 3: MikelWJ] Just give me a Blanket I can sleep on the couch [x2] I said, Just give me a blanket, I can sleep on the couch The only place that I crash when I'm out and about Because these feelings are loud, and I'm just sitting around And being in an empty bed will start to tear me down My hearts a dead weight that's confused of its job I've been losing a lot, since I've been looking at God But I've been picking up flaws, in his words and his laws So I guess it's very clear that his search kept me lost It's this whole battle within me that's just been k**ing me softly It's my desire to leave, but knowing leaving won't help me It's my bloodstream with coffee that holds the price of this robbery So I guess it's time I live like nobody was watching [Hook]