Dan Mangan - So Much for Everyone lyrics

As much as I'd like to go To places I've never known Scared sh**less to leave home And I don't want to go alone I miss the rewarding gaze Of a friend from my younger days Didn't mind 'bout my selfish ways As he died I was miles away I hope he remembers how As I do when I look back now Though he'd bark at the slightest sound Would not bite for he knew not how And sometimes it's more than clear When morning comes early here And I know that the day is near Wasted days make for wasted years Now I'm vicious with appetite Sobering half a mind Dripping with stolen wine Awoken by something I dreamt Harboured by everything I have been witnessing Postcards and daydreaming Get less embarra**ing After the day is done I will be on the run - So much for everyone so much for everyone The showdown is endless here Under the burning sun As eyes roll toward me now I will drop my gun