Dan mangan + blacksmith - So much for everyone lyrics

As much as i'd like to go To places i've never known Scared sh**less to leave home And i don't want to go alone I miss the rewarding gaze Of a friend from my younger days Didn't mind 'bout my selfish ways As he died i was miles away I hope he remembers how As i do when i look back now Though he'd bark at the slightest sound Would not bite for he knew not how And sometimes it's more than clear When morning comes early here And i know that the day is near Wasted days make for wasted years Now i'm vicious with appetite Sobering half a mind Dripping with stolen wine Awoken by something i dreamt Harboured by everything i have been witnessing Postcards and daydreaming Get less embarra**ing After the day is done I will be on the run - So much for everyone, so much for everyone The showdown is endless here Under the burning sun As eyes roll toward me now I will drop my gun