Da T.r.u.t.h. - Ain't Goin' Back lyrics

Hey world, you know I gotta be glad to be back Feel good to be alive, I got my family back Because he holds it all together and got my family intact Don't get it twisted, if the consequences would tragedy last Yeah, I know you see the flights to Miami and back Because he holds it all together But y'all didn't see when I was broken and financially strapped When I couldn't pay my mortgage and I was sleeping on the floor In my momma's house homie, practically stripped Y'all see me right now, I'm on records on shelves Put a mic in the stage how I'm protecting myself But y'all didn't see how that sin was affecting my health And how the mess that I was in was infecting my cells And that affected my wealth Trying eat like a mouse in a cup and trying to stay warm heating the house with the oven When the devil was speaking through me like the mouth of a puppet And all the guilt that I carried when I'm out in the public [Hook – Da' T.R.U.T.H.:] Don't do it, 'cause we did it and God spared us Don't do it, 'cause we did it and God spared us Yeah, 'cause you reap what you sow And I know that by the power of God's spirit that... [Chorus – Da' T.R.U.T.H. & Malski:] I ain't goin' back, back, back I ain't goin' back, back, back Back to the pain, back to the same, back to the shame, back to the lame I ain't goin' back, back, back I ain't goin' back, back, back Back to the streets, back to the beef, back to the grief, back to the sleep I ain't goin' back Shhh... I was about to lose it, snoozin' Dude and I got the bruises to prove it Whole lot of confusion brewin' Should I be honest and tell the truth in this music? I think so, so this so not for amusement Because every man is a product of what he chooses Yeah, I think I got that from the blueprint So don't get it confused if I'm hoppin' off of a cruise ship I hear the whispers like "I can't lie" "If you did it and got away with it, then why cant I?" This sin is pressing and depressing with my hands high Smiling in all the pictures like I'm that guy Yeah, but y'all ain't see when the pen was signing divorce papers Support payments, our sin was botching the Lord's name up Yeah, but I'm a product of his grace A product of his grace and the Lord's favor, and... [Chorus – Da' T.R.U.T.H. & Malski] [Malski:] I said goodbye to the money chasing, goodbye to the game Goodbye to desires or be tires on the Range Chuck a deuce to pursuits of fittin' in with y'all man A bunch of Leroys chasing the fame You can call me J-A-M-A-Left y'all Left all then went right, crossed over less bar B.C. was more Pierce and less Paul Used to chase the green but I was 3 and appeared small Nate Rob hops on the track like post up And point you up to the King like Shaq might Act right if you're the one to get your team act right, get your back right Lead 'em out the night like a flashlight But in Christ I stay so quick They say my spit got a neo cough, it's so sick I'm on my Drew Brees with the Saints as my clique Screaming two words in my past... [Hook – Malski] [Chorus – Da' T.R.U.T.H. & Malski]