Count The Stars - First Time lyrics

So what's wrong with me, I can't sleep Pull these bedsheets over me and let me be With broken hearts and black and blues I' m shivering because I wondered what you'd think If I didn't break and made a change for you It feels like The first time That I am standing on my own, And I'm not wasted tonight, not wasted tonight It takes a part of me, can't you see? I'm pushing through your tidal waves, so I can breathe With no regrets, so bittersweet I'm holding on because I waited for your call If you care at all, I will wait for you Tonight I throw myself into, this blanket of relief Where I can get release, but you can't understand What's happening to me, and these songbirds in between Sing anthems out to you