Circus Maximus - Used lyrics

I never thought I'd live to know This feeling A stream of emotions flowing Through me I Used to think that I would learn How to forget Please help me through The days without regrets Define or defeat you Me and I about to collide I used to hope for a miracle Decide and fend for me Like all hope was lost So I'll get used to the pain of being used Everything felt and looked transparent I'm starving from the lack of myself I'm suffering around my own well being Please someone help me through And take away the pain Define or defeat you Me and I about to collide I used to hope for a miracle Decide and fend for me Like all hope was lost So I'll get used to the pain of being used I used to think that this was as good as it could get... being used Define myself It feels like I'm going nowhere I used to hope for a miracle Decide for myself It seemed like all hope was lost So I got used to the pain Of being used