Circus Maximus - Abyss lyrics

Can you feel my broken spirit? Seeing only visions of how it should have been Rendering what shaped my existence Wanting a change, but imprisoned by the past I am lost in my inner forest of conflict When this journey began, my life was chaotic Because of my hate held hostage by my own hand My feelings inflict me I see no way but in life Erase the pain that's eating me up inside Venturing deeper and deeper into the abyss Hearing voices like someone I know Feeling harder to breath Then to be left behind, accepting the fate "Of what I have become" The only way my soul can breathe again Is letting the ones we love move on Let go! The silent fight will have no winner Now I see my world Coming back to life My eyes are finally open again Now I see it all in a different light Standing on the outside While I'm looking in I stand on the edge of the abyss and I am waiting to fall I see no way out in life When I look back there was no one there for me