Bloody Wings - Stranger To Your Sun lyrics

A feeling - as if I could smile and bleed the same - I suspect of some greedy evil in me I stare resteless at my steps so cold In hot lands I'm feeling As if all that hurts, is me. Always walking through unknown lands Mechanical inertness As a stranger to your sun Ghost of marble Timeless cry Observing this - so far - mankind falling and rising Their power to restore what they loose so quick When I seem unable to will And last I'm feeling As if what I hate, is me. Lifetime of dispa**ion My highest hope shall never bloom And sometimes I ask myself Who do I belong? This place is not for me And my face wears not their skin I feel a buzz in (my) head Please let me see Is mine a sane playground? Is this reality?