Beyond The Flesh - Darkest Days lyrics

From the album "What The Mind Perceives" Darkest days Have been revisited Tortured being A state of lunacy I am nothing Without feeling That feeling has slipped Slipped away What makes me think that everything will be ok My darkest day is here to make me realize there is something I (one step from suicide), despise What's (one step i'll cross the line), inside I (i close my eyes), can't go on (i slip away) Re-seeing things Triggers memories What was locked away Is now visible I pray for d**h With d**h brings peace A path I will follow Until the end I do believe I've seen what you call hell I've tried to live, I've tried to die, I try to hold my head up I (one step from suicide), despise What's (one step i'll cross the line), inside I (i close my eyes), can't go on (i slip away) My darkest day My darkest day Burden too great for me now Sacrificing myself for pleasure Closure to this hell on earth I am now free from all the pressure Guide this knife right through my wrist So I can lay to rest Suicide will be my fatal demise I (one step from suicide), despise What's (one step i'll cross the line), inside I (i close my eyes), can't go on (i slip away) My darkest day