Awakening Sun - Message From The Black Crow lyrics

I've received an invitation To the masquerade of life Carriage is waiting but why? Black crow brought it to me I don't even have the mask All guests arrived The Orchestra play’s playing Deaf conductor is waving his hands Soulless poet’s reading Blind waiters are serving drinks My denial’s not been taken I'm still the most desired guest The fear that I had is gone now The truth has k**ed all doubts of mine Why you're not letting me go I'll never give you my hand And I'll never become one I'll never become one of you You won't break me Don't even try All guests arrived The Orchestra play’s playing Deaf conductor is waving his hands Soulless poet’s reading Blind waiters are serving drinks My denial's not been taken I'm still the most desired guest And I know that it will never end It won't end Until the last day of mine It will never end It won't end Until the last day of mine