Avid - Downside Up lyrics

You say I want this I Say I Know you think I need this what makes you think so I may be clueless but I'm not dumb my only defence- completely numb I'm feeling Outside In Everything's downside up Extreme in Excess against the flow everything's a mess after the glow so what's the difference here in the now the rest is nonsense without a doubt I'm feeling Outside In Everything's downside up