Athletics - Jordan lyrics

[Intro] [Verse 1] Living like animals with no real shame Like creatures that exist that God didn't create My body speaks to me and I understand It makes me say to it, "your wish is my command." Like feeling tired but wanting to stay awake Or spending money to cover up a mistake Like running fast but always taking long breaks Just like the feelings that she said she didn't fake [Chorus] I want to see the best version of me The me that I know is not my friend at all [Verse 2] A man can trust himself to spend his life away Trust himself to drink 'till there's a smile on his face A drink can trust a man to have another sip A man can trust a sip to stop his trembling lips Like reading half and never open it again Saying I was there when I ain't ever been How I feel about the way God taunts The same is the way I give my body what it wants [Chorus] I want to see the way I want to see I'm all alone I'm not my friend at all I'm dead to me I'm just a body Is a man really alive If he can't control his own life? [Instrumental]