Asperity - I'll Never Understand lyrics

Oh I will go to heaven When I die at least Or will I burn with fever And end up with the beast Will I be forgotten and forgiven For mistakes I've done and making Or never understand That I'm born in devils hand Who am I good or bad Not to know it makes me sad Who am I wrong or right No answers in my sight I'll never understand I will never understand Where I belong I'll never understand Oh I heaven I will meet In heaven I will see The people that I love The people that I need In hell I have to face myself And talk to them I hate And shake hand When I die at least I maybe end up with the beast I'll never understand I will never understand Where I belong I'll never understand Where I'll be When I'm gone I'll never understand Forgiveness father forgivenesss mother Cause now I hear The demons are coming I don't want to follow them down