Ashton Allen - Counting The Cost lyrics

I am ready to be hypnotized And see the whole world through invisible eyes I'd feel much better if there was no light So turn on the dark and I'll just fade into the night It's a trick, believing that you're in control Living all of your life, never filling the hole Every hour that pa**es is one that I've lost To figure it out, I'm counting the cost Gratification that has no delay Its gone in an instant, do you think its okay? And all of your enemies are closing in tight You're down to the left, and they're up to the right. It's a trick, believing that you're in control Living all of your life, never filling the hole Every hour that pa**es is one that I've lost To figure it out, I'm counting the cost I know that you love the way I turn you on Like a beautiful??? with a worn out welcome You know that I'd love to sit and stare??? But I just can't take the bad with the good anymore I am ready anesthetize You can remove the fear that's here inside my eyes It's a trick, believing that you're in control Living all of your life, never filling the hole Every hour that pa**es, I can never get back To figure it out, I'm facing the facts Believing that you're in control Living all of your life, never filling the hole Every hour that pa**es is one that I've lost To figure it out, I'm counting the cost Counting the cost.