Arrange - When'd you find me? lyrics

Thinking of you today almost had me right back at tears Seems just a hint of your face was enough to bring back my fears Been putting you out like the trash that you are With weekly pickup on wednesdays Then head home take a pill, fall asleep for a month, and wake up with a new face Goddamn these thoughts And goddamn these people that remind me of you And goddamn the heart attacks Every single one of them I wish you'd go through I've been told it's good for me to cry but I can't The thought doesn't register I put power in you then try to take it away But it proves too impossible