Appease - Apologies lyrics

Those lonely nights, those simple days The world comes to an end These teenage years they disappear This is how I would spend My weekends away from the Pressures of adolescence To weak to acknowledge All of my disappointments I've let you down even though you stood by me I'm sorry that I wasn't a good son this is all I can be I apologise for everything I apologise for the misfortune that I bring Theres no point pretending its ok Your only lying to yourself Deluding yourself in this way When times are hard and your confused And everything is meaningless A conscience remained bruised Your always there Even though we were never close And I want you to be there When I needed you the most All I want to do is make you proud All I want to do is make you proud of me