Aphelion - Tides lyrics

I took so many brave steps So as to face my sly, darkened past A past that always betrayed me And left me alone in winter cold Lost forever in nothingness With nothing left to believe in I better keep my darkness Where the lights are so deceiving Chorus: Can you hear its call? My soul cries in pain Betrayed by my time Again... And again... So alone, so hard, believe me Covered by the tides of destiny Has it all gone wrong, isn't it all the same? Tell me that I'm the one to blame So you keep telling me to swallow My love, my hate, my sorrow Don't tell me that I've many more to see All I see is there's nothing to hold on (Chorus)