Anxious - On The Edge lyrics

[Verse 1: Anxious] There ain't no way to explain what I feel for life I'm feelin bottled up again, I take the pen and write And this sick twisted life was designed to break me Guess I never will experience the life i'm chasing I've been beaten down and bruised, obviously abused I'm so confused, all I wanted was a piece of the truth That i've been kept from, and never to experience joy And recently I came to realize i'm gettin destroyed And I don't know what I have done to deserve this life Now I have fallen many times and it hurts to fight And if you fall, you should rise, but sometimes it's like I gotta climb a f**ing mountain just to see the light And now i've lost the person that has ment the world to me And i'm becoming what i've always been concerned to be Another man with no prospects that can't succeed I live my life settin goals, which I never achieve [Chorus: Haz] Is this the meaning of my life I've always lived on the other side Please God can you show me i'm wrong Show me a way so I can find peace cuz i'm lost I never saw the light, cuz I know that I Was never ment to see the other side But i'd rather smile now and cry later Hope the pain will fade with time Hope the light will find me before I die [Verse 2: Anxious] I'm in a war with myself and my thoughts of why I'm always thinking 'bout the people that i've lost in life And it hurts to see that everybody else is happy While i'm stuck, and would give everything for just beeing average And there's a surtain line to what you can take But it's like I took a giant leap and now i'm closer to break And everyday i'm gettin closer to the thought of d**h Then maybe I can finally get some peace and quiet and rest How can a person carry on and smile When every instinct tells him he was born to cry And all the lies made you weary and afraid of the truth And when you finally realize that you have nothing to loose I'm glad I got to feel what love was about But when I finally get above of things i'm feeling a doubt Cuz all the pain left me scarred so I don't think that i'm worth it So I leave and later realize that nobody's perfect [Chorus: Haz] Is this the meaning of my life I've always lived on the other side Please God can you show me i'm wrong Show me a way so I can find peace cuz i'm lost I never saw the light, cuz I know that I Was never ment to see the other side But i'd rather smile now and cry later Hope the pain will fade with time Hope the light will find me before I die