Anxious P - Dreams Money Can Buy (Remix) lyrics

Verse 1: Anxious P I thought buying a gavel gave me the right to judge Being in love and loving someone, can't figure the difference huh? Where are these shots coming from? All this hate is unfounded Writing songs is the best way to stay grounded People think I'm one dimensional Can't hear em and I feel nothing But anxiety rips my chest up Counting ceiling tiles, pop melatonin to rest up, can't get the strong stuff, Ma locked up the best d** Her liquor cabinet is cough syrup with a trace of codeine Doesn't trust me alone, that sh** hurts and cuts deep What I'd do to not see Zane's jersey as I fall asleep Not his fault but I resent Dirk every time he strokes a three I can see his girl screaming and crying Anyone hear from his Dad lately? Maybe we could call him Tell him he better get here "A$AP", it's far too serious for a punchline or laugh, we have a "f**in Problem" Here I am still kicking, can feel myself evolving The worlds not about me, this b**h is still revolvin' Damn, I wish the credit card company would stop callin And when I see her pretty face I wish I'd stop fallin' - hah Scared that "When The Sidewalk Ends" I'll be doing everything I can pull to avoid "Falling Up" And I'm the last of my friends to make something of myself and the last person on this Earth to ever fall in love Verse 2: Anxious P I've got 16's in my iPhone, I'm going dummy I wrote tracks about being ignorant and pulling honies But i've never even been to a club Every day is Easter when you have pockets full of faith and dust bunnies I'm not laughing to the bank but I guess life is funny I can't stop writing songs about you like you'll learn to love me I'm recording in my room with gear on the floor, soon in studio with my idols and walk through label doors But the grind don't stop, Rodney Mullen, darkslide Wheeze and cough b**h, I've already been with the dark side f**ed you are, said the cop from the squad car Now I'm angry, spitting fire, knowing it will take me far Fear no one except God and try not be phony I was a kid at heart it's dead now, Joseph Kony People act friendly and fake like they know me You dont know me at all, you dudes are f**ing boring Been a keyboard warrior for quite some time but I'm too focused now That sh** is completely below me Why would I care about your online status, I have all these chances to blow, be all I "Marcus Canby" Paid for the web address, gave f*gs the right to talk But fake sh** washes off when it's "Made of Chalk" Wasn't down for too long, I cleaned myself up, was ready for the next chance to never punch a clock Yeah Anxious P