Annie Eve - August lyrics

I'm not into losing control We lie beneath the chaos and let the movement stir in my soul The imagery alive beneath the night The controls from the artificial lights I just about figured how to die Just to find I held a blade up to my thigh Why is human so twisted? But I do feel like I've been here before And I do Grip my arms and I do Grip my sides and I do Need to hold myself together As if I wouldn't make it through the night Why don't you run away You did when you were younger I have this image in my head I have this image in my head Of what I think I want And all this took comes with through (?) I'm not sure if he's listening but I'm talking to you And in his head I'm sure he knows What swells up in my chest always comes up in my throat Have I ever been here before? Fallen over Due to the pressure around Save the pair or fall apart Just don't let it stay there on the ground Why don't you run away You did when you were younger I have this image in my head I have this image in my head I could run fast enough