Anna Clendening - Relapse lyrics

[Verse 1] In a room full of people I still feel totally alone I'm in the back, left, corner by the bar I'm stressing, texting on my phone My friends think that I need a drink But I don't drink anymore I'm searching for the door The last time I got drunk I would up pa**ed out on the bathroom floor Wasted, sh**faceded I wasted too much time Trying to numb a pain Feel nothing and ease my mind I spend two years of tuition in college But I lost my ambition It went missing, so I: Started drinking [Bridge] I lost myself (not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle I lost myself (not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle (But it cost me) [Chorus] (Relapse, relapse) Free your mind (Relapse, relapse) Just one time (Relapse, relapse) You'll be fine (Relapse, relapse) Haha, f** that [Verse 2] I was self medicated, heavily sedated Understand that I hated every last part of who I was Who I was, or who I'd become I was numb, I was dumb I was foolish, I was young Took me two whole f**ing years To get back where I started from From the bottle of a bottle Straight up to a role model Well I refuse, I refuse To lose it all [Bridge] I lost myself (not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle I lost myself (not my problems) At the bottom of a bottle (But it cost me) [Chorus] (Relapse, relapse) Free your mind (Relapse, relapse) Just one time (Relapse, relapse) You'll be fine (Relapse, relapse) Haha, f** that (Relapse, relapse) Free your mind (Relapse, relapse) Just one time (Relapse, relapse) You'll be fine (Relapse, relapse) Nah, I'm good [Verse 3] I found solace Staring soul-less At the bottom of a bottle I found solace Staring soul-less At the bottom of a bottle I found solace Staring soul-less At the bottom of a bottle