Angels of Light - My Suicide lyrics

Cut the eyes out of my head Tear my tongue out if I speak,if I speak Raise up your camera razor lights Feed the evil and the weak,feed the weak Hear me now My tongue is in your ear The center of your body is the place I hide the fear of loss Of suicide s** the hatred from my mouth Raise the dead man That you found,that you found Silver black mud in my lungs Leave me down here wasted with the useless and the stone Leave me now as I choke and writhe But feel my body stuck upon the dull and silent knife Of my suicide Remove my face from in the mirror Sift my hair into the fire Mock me for the suffering I fake Leave me naked on the carpet Leave my drunken body splayed See me now My broken fingers search your mouth For the drugged and senseless words that are seducing me back home In to my suicide I hate you all for what I've done I hate you for the texture and the color of your skin I hate your whispered breath upon my neck I hate you for your love And I hate you for your s** Feel me now I'm growing in your insides The warm feelings that you bring Contain the seeds now flowering Into my suicide