Angelas Dish - Just A Game lyrics

Give it up for the New Year Like there's a thousand more to go There's not time left to impress you I'll just drink until i don't know Well i don't know if this is really me? Well wake me up cause i'm dreaming I've been sleeping for too long I'll see you all on the weekend in ten years time Well i'll be dead and you'll be gone If this is really me? And i'm so tired of being fake And making these mistakes And watching your heart break And lying to myself And everybody else It's time that i grew up Before i self destruct Well this is who i am Well sometime i've been so desperate But i've always survived I got to get myself out of home before i'm 55 I mess things up yeah i know it's me but i always shift the blame I fell in love but i got so bored I treated it and her like just a game Oh but i don't know if this is really me And i'm so tired of being fake And making these mistakes And watching your heart break And lying to myself And everybody else It's time that i grew up Before i self destruct Well this is who i am Then i treat my body like an ashtray I treat my body like an ashtray Then it gets better when you're around I feel so much better when you're around Well i'm so tired of being fake And making these mistakes And watching your heart break And lying to myself And everybody else It's time that i grew up Before i self destruct Well this is who i am