Angel (NO) - Darkness lyrics

As the white pigeons fly to freedom My soul is captured with you To die of coldness and violence, Why do I let it happen to me? I hate you for loving me; I hate you for obsessing me Controlling my thoughts by your words Wish I was dead, wish I could not feel, wish I was cold People mess up with my head I hate you for loving me; I hate you for obsessing me Controlling my thoughts by your words NO more blood - NO more violence NO more awake beside my enemy My beloved enemy who scares me The love dies in her, she is empty, she is cold Again lost in her own world In her own f**ing world