Angel Dust - Fear lyrics

I live in the past - I can't move on beyond the pain I feel no release - I wanna' find my peace of mind ...(Can you forgive?) [Chorus] My fear, my fear (Ah, come on) It's holding me stillborn (Ah, ah) My fear, my fear (Come on, come on) I'll never fear again ...Don't fear (Don't fear) (repeat x4) ...*(Gotta' get rid of the pain) (?- best guess) You stole the innocence From a child to be no more Blinded by the silence Afraid to ever speak a word ...(Can you forgive?) [Chorus (alt)] (line 1 ends "(Come on, x2)") ...Don't fear (Don't fear) (repeat x3) ...(Ah, ah) Don't... Fear... ...*(Gotta' get rid of the pain) ...Fear ...*(Gotta' get rid of the pain) [Bridge] Thinking on the times of my demise And I wish it wasn't me they victimized And I don't know - Really can't see How I really couldn't k** The mother fu*'r that violated me [Chorus (alt)] / [Bridge (alt)]: -(lines 2 & 5 ends "(Don't fear)")- Thinking on the times of my demise ...(Don't you) And I wish it wasn't me they victimized ...(Fear) And I don't know - Really can't see How I really couldn't k**... ...*(I've run out of fear) (?- best guess)