Andrew Duncan Brown - Life On Doubtin' lyrics

Well I spend my life on doubtin Spend my time on the rope And Ive learned Im scared of those things that help me grow So I took myself to the liquor store And I drove my heart to the dump So I drank those sauced up nights and down I go I was walkin up to my getaway van Out the faded window of a faded man And I was shaken and I was beaten and I was fightin my soul Cause I been drivin to where I dont know So I go to sleep for dreamin and I stay awake to forget And I shut my eyes and reap what I sow So I spend my life on doubtin And I spend my time on the ropes And Ive learned Im scared of those things that been a helpin me grow So I go to sleep to dream I stay awake to forget I been shutting my eyes and reaping just what I sow So I was walkin up to my getaway van Ive been out the faded window of a very faded man And I was shaken. I was beaten, and I been fightin my soul And I been drivin to where I just dont know