Anders Theander - Beyond the Pale lyrics

And s** was always there From when I was only eight years Tempting me leaving me thirsty Sweat, skin, a pulse divine To balance this restless mind It seemed so wonderfully physical Oh the blood, the lust The bodies that color the world All d** to die for Won't you share my fire? How can love make that world A minefield of forbidden ground? A map of untouchable skin And silenced desire? And love was there in vain Profound and deep but traced with pain Too early for a child of ten Loving the pure and sane He sought the goddesses unstained Watching them turn to flesh again Hungry for both the purity and sin Life seemed to him Merely like a gallery of how to be And he was always much more human Than he wished to be But there is a logic to his world If they could only see Wishing Sickened Ill Ticking Someone still this hunger (It's in my blood) Always growing stronger (Ticking) Budapest I'm learning Budapest you're burning me This is not who I wanted to be This is not what I wanted to see She's so young so why don't I feel free Now that she is here Under me? Naked Touching Soft Clutching And then after all It lead me here to wake up again Seeking a love That might make me Feel free in myself but then It proves to be Something that hurts inside When we touch So I move on I lose my way Astray I'm trying too much To feel unchained To burn out this sense of feeling cold And every day I seek my prey Someone to taste and to hold I feel alive During the split second when they smile And meet my eyes But I could cry 'Cause I feel broken inside Come and drown with me The undertow will sweep us away And you will see that I'm addicted To my honesty Trust, 'cause after all My sense of truth once brought me here But I've lost control And I don't know if I am true to my soul I've lost control And I don't know if I am true to my soul Losing control And I don't know if I am true at all And we were always much more human than we wished to be And I remember when you said You've been under him I was surprised to feel such pain And all those years of being Faithful to You Despite the hunger Flowing through my veins And I have always tried to Calm things down Swallow down swallow down "It's just another small Thorn in my crown" But suddenly one day there was just Too much blood in my eyes And I had to take this walk down Remedy Lane of whens and whys Empty Licking Clean Choking Someone still this hunger (Possessing my mind) Always growing stronger (Craving) Budapest I'm learning Budapest I'm burning me This is not who I wanted to be This is not what I wanted to see She's so young So why don't I feel free Now that she's under me In the morning she's going away In a Budapest taxi I've paid Seeking freedom I touched the untouched It's too much I'm beyond the pale Prematurity is the story Of both you and me And we were always much more human Than we wished to be Prematurity is truly the story Of both you and me And we were always much more human Than we wished to be We were always much more human than we wished to be We were always much more human than we wished to be We will always be more human than we wish to be We will always be so much more human than we wish to be