Anders Fridén - No More 2nd Chances lyrics

What is the meaning, which is the drive that keeps on hurting you? My words are a double-edged sword, my wounds are your scars of tomorrow! No more 2nd chances, no more f**ing chances Every step I make is wrong, it's like a (f**in) nightmare and there are no more 2nd chances!! No more 2nd chances, no more f**ing chances All I can see is a horizon of pain (and hatred) I just reflected cold emotions and I deserve the pain, maybe I'll wake up one day!? No more 2nd chances, no more f**ing chances