Andeavor - Curse This Storm lyrics

Curse this storm, raging in my memory My past too cloudy for even me to see A flash of lightning, I nearly lost it all I pray for thunder when the nightmares call Look inside me, afraid to wake the curse Hypnotize me, afraid to find the worst Can't you hear me? I'm up against this wall I can feel your pain, but do you think I care? You feel you've gone insane, but are we really there? Nowhere to run when your sub-conscience screams And when my will is done you'll hope it was a dream ...And then you woke up! I can't bear the strain, I feel I'm giving in The dream inside of me awakens all my sins And so, appear the stains, upon my hands again The needle stings and blurs my weary sight The skies piss crimson throughout my sleepless nights I ride the hurricane until the morning's light I pray for thunder when the lightning strikes