Anathema - Looking Outside Inside lyrics

Is this the one who thought it was insane Coming down against it all Didn't want it Didn't need it Didn't want it Twisted face of fading beauty Count the cost of suffering Cannot see the day before you Only feel what's deep inside Try to change it makes no difference Didn't want it Didn't need it Didn't want it Let me go Looking outside inside, craving for something Hoping for anything, I'll believe in anything Who has eyes that see, who wants to believe? In something, in anything, in one thing, in freedom Looking outside inside Self-a**ist pandemonium, broken promises Tired of life, flying high, you caught me in your eye Disintegrated, incinerated This is not now I want to be Too much is coming through, someone please tell me what to do Looking outside inside