An Cafe - ZETSUBOU lyrics

ZETSUBOU word: みく music: アンティック－珈琲店－ JAPANESE: 「あの子は歌が上手で顔もかっこいいよ！」って比較されるのは嫌々 努力でなんとかなるの　ジンクスは超えれない　嗚呼　なんとも卑屈ね ボクは人一倍に　不器用でドラマみたいに上手くいかない どれくらいの時を過ごしたんだろう？毒舌なナイフがボクを脅し迫る すぐ下は挫折の崖しかない　下がって避ける余裕はないさ　ギリギリだった 素直に泣いたらようやくわかる失くした強さが　嗚呼　選択は一つね 鏡に映る姿　睨みつけても　結局逃げてしまうんだ 光ってた未来の自画像達は粉々に切りつけられて　憎さを増す 背負ってるモノがボクには大き過ぎて　助けてのシグナルも出せなかった 飛び込んでも最後に残るモノは心の傷だと思った　消えたかった みんなの顔を見ると余計に辛くて　一緒にね、作ってきたね　消せない思い出 マイクを握る手には夢が詰まってて　諦める勇気もなくて　捨てきれなかった どれくらいの時を過ごしたんだろう？　毒舌なナイフがボクを脅し迫る すぐ下は挫折の崖しかない　下がって避ける余裕はないさ　 絶望　絶望　絶望だった ROMAJI: 「Ano ko wa uta ga jouzu de kao mo kakkoii yo!」tte hikaku sareru no wa iyaiya doryoku de nantoka naru no JINKUSU wa koerenai aa nantomo hikutsu ne boku wa hito ichibai ni bukiyou de DORAMA mitai ni umaku ikanai dorekurai no toki wo sugosh**andarou? dokuzetsu na NAIFU ga boku wo odoshi semaru sugu sh**a wa zasetsu no gake shika nai sagatte sakeru yoyuu wa nai sa giri giri datta sunao ni naitara youyaku wakaru nakush**a tsuyosa ga aa sentaku wa hitotsu ne kagami ni utsuru sugata nirami tsukete mo kekkyoku nigete shimaunda hikatteta mirai no jigazou tachi wa kona gona ni kiri tsukerarete nikusa wo masu seotteru mono ga boku ni wa ooki sugite tasukete no SHIGUNARU mo dasenakatta tobikondemo saigo ni nokoru mono wa kokoro no kizu da to omotta kietakatta minna no kao wo miru to yokei ni tsurakute issho ni ne, tsukutte kita ne kesenai omoide MAIKU wo nigiru te ni wa yume ga tsumattete akirameru yuuki mo nakute sute kirenakatta dorekurai no toki wo sugosh**andarou? dokuzetsu na NAIFU ga boku wo odoshi semaru sugu sh**a wa zasetsu no gake shika nai sagatte sakeru yoyuu wa nai sa zetsubou zetsubou zetsubou datta ENGLISH: DESPAIR words: Miku music: Antic Cafe "That person is so good at singing and his face is good-looking too!" I hate being compared like that If I put lots of effort into it it'll be ok, I can't pa** over the jinx, Aah how mean it is I'm unusually more clumsy than others, and nothing goes right like the dramas I wonder how much time I spent? The cruel knife threatens and corners me Right below me there is only a cliff of discouragement, I have no room to step back and avoid it, it was so close When you become true to yourself and cry, you finally realize the strength you lost, Aah, there is only one choice Even if I keep glaring at the figure reflecting on the mirror, in the end I always run away The self-portraits of my future that were shining, get crushed into powder, and the hate increases The things I was carrying on my shoulders were too big for me, that I couldn't even let out a signal for help I thought that even if I jumped in, the only thing that will be left in the end would be wounds in my heart, I wanted to disappear When I would see everyone's faces it would get even more painful, the un-erasable memories we all made together There were so many dreams packed inside the hands that grasped the microphone, and I didn't even have the courage to give up, and I couldn't throw it out I wonder how much time I spent? The cruel knife threatens and corners me Right below me there is only a cliff of discouragement, I have no room to step back and avoid it Despair, despair, it was all despair