And I sat by and watched as everything that I sat by and watched slowly fell to sh**
And you asked me who I'd been before as we piled towels against the door
To not let off the smoke alarm down the hall
And I said someone you never would have met
And you asked me why I was so scared
As we set fire to our bed
It was something I'd suggested
What I fear most is my own head
We talked Bonnie and Clyde and about all the extra time we'd have to set up and divide ourselves
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But I'm not gonna lie to you
Lately I've been thinking of giving up
Using the gifts that I've surely squandered on something less reliant on luck
And I haven't slept properly since 2006
But I've had some of the most glorious moments of happiness
And I turned off my phone again and let's get lost in what is left of memories of happy times
We'll reminisce and not regret
And your eyes can tell me everything and I hope you know I'm lying and when reality kicks in
You know I loved you more and more
But I am scared of what I've done and I'm so scared of what's to come
But I know I've done nothing wrong, since the night we met
Because you kept me alive and gave me reasons to survive
And I'll take you away from here by any means I can
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We scattered like cigarette bu*ts in a sea breeze
I wish I could inhale the ocean, make my body clean
And the d** they work
It's just that I don't