The greasy maternal idiot took you
To the cleanest place in the world
Elbows spread low over the kitchen table
Twitching over baby-smooth hermaphrodite skin
The oiled a** and small perfect flatness
He'd rescued from the unerotic oblivion
Of a fat f**ed-up future
Of haziness and contradiction
Cat urine and canine stink
Rotten animal inheritance
What sort of s** was it?
Cherry ripe novelty or
Something miserable, insignificant
Faded, crushed and old
Like the jilted roadside blonde
Croaking the song
Dear f**ing Diary
Today I learned
Actresses get slapped
Actresses get raped
Actresses get what?
Actresses get the f** over it
Listen you liar
Are you like them?
You f**ing like them?
A captive gorilla
When you let him paw you
Just who the f** was the lonely one?
Is that your best kept secret?
The Alice pill you snatch
From the blind evolutionary drift
Of your common and ugly unsaved self