I still wish
I didn't stay up and think about you
All your movements
And your soft voice as it echoes through my bedroom
How dare you
Consume my thoughts and tear apart every piece of me
I'm still broken
I'm still tired
It'd be nice to get some sleep
Instead of standing here
Dividing in the mirror
If I loved you like I was supposed to
I guess we wouldn't be here
I swear I wish I never met you
I swear I'm really glad I met you
Ain't it funny how
The things I think I see
Is just you memory, still haunting me
I'd give it all away
Just to see you smile at me
Despite the way I feel
There's no sense in looking back
Despite the way it feels
I won't look back
I'm looking back!