[Verse 1]
Dear John, I know it's been pretty long
Like the hair on the girl that I used to take care of
Since the damages, but still wondering about the bandages
Ha, I haven't yet done the only task you asked me to past along
Cause a ton a weight of hate just begun to stung
On the old scratches and bruises
Of my last lost and loses
Of her
Yes IT has occurred
I've been frozed and burn
But it's not yet my turn to learn how not to beat around the bush
I figured that's what you wanted me to work on or how you would say hey Trey take another look
[Verse 2]
OK what will resume
I'm still unsocial tuck in your room
Listening to your description of doom
Complete silence
I see why that changed relationships to riots
It's time for me to take pilot
You said childhood wouldn't be all great and good forever
My option has altered except for whenever
The clues makes happiness out of the blues
You made me from something that was entirely true
And I appreciate that
[Verse 3]
You took me under your wing
I still sing to rap and soul songs
Pop music has hit an all time low
Imma stay next to you
Nobody noticed global warming cause this world is so cold
Price over what matters
Name brand over sense
Dollars over cents
Dollars over what makes sense
[Verse 4]
You introduced me balance and sense
And braced me for malice and checks
Fast forward in time to the border that almost drove me to Hell
Paradise is over the bridge and threw the forest
But standing here alone seems like the trip is only an orbit
Around the sun
You come but I came
Sadder then the disagreements with you-know
She speaks Venus, I'm on Mars, but only speak Pluto
[Verse 5]
My Climax was when you wrote me that one letter
In it “hope”, but I could tell your lies
But I saw the spectrum of your anxiety
Telling me, all the rest was downhill
From all the blockades and stalemates
While they all thought they rocked jay's but failed takes
To holla at the ladies and call me white, what wait?
I was the one of the few true to myself
A lesson I could never repay you of
At the darker of my moments when all of the love was gone
[Verse 6]
I'm rich in my heart, but no money to my name
Is it opposite of the place you told me where you came
Why did ya have to jack everything off course
Fine, what has been done has been done
The doves have flown
You did your part
Now we came to this
Ignorance is bliss
And I hold a long bucket list, not mine
I toke your own risk for you I just went through the stop sign
Where my family has been injured, crop it out fine
Take out the feelings of pain the sorrow, I'm not making since
Because today was suppose to be tomorrow, past tense
[Verse 7]
You've lived my live twice, seen all of my mistakes for
They why did you have to take it when it was on me when it accrued
Sure I was in deep debt
I didn't pay the goons the rent
But now mixed with some feds
And I'm falling under all these amends
That bullet had my named carved in
But why did you take it
You knew the circumstance
Now all I do is watch ‘em dance
While they hand me over another bullet
And said
“Finial warning; next time I'm not handing up another chance”
Damn
[Verse 8]
It's been like a decade with a couple of days piled upon
I know decomposition has probably hit ya deep like a grave song
It's ironic how you toke me out grave danger
And I visit your headstone everyday
It's the least I could do as a favor
“I owe you my life”, your words lay
Your words hit me and left bruises
You gave me respect and conclusions
You even gave me a frame to put around my delusions
Yeah I'm still that off kid that nobody can rap their head around
That astronaut that can't get his feet off the ground
That doesn't matter, cause well the cold wind blows I hear your favorite sound
[Verse 9]
You've been so giving as Jesus
But left me with no legacy
It's hard to bring harmony to a place with no humanity
You did it I saw it with my gla**es on
When you left now time seems so long
Now I'll keep talking and writing to your grave
The day of destination of my own
I cried. You past. Blood swept. Memories are fast
But still I keep. That dollar. That dream
And your words for me
Now I understand my last lesson so now I can give empathy
Empathy
Empathy