I'm not thinking the same as I was I lost my mind
I can barely remember where I'm from, but I'd say
My true self is coming back in a big way
And now I know the way I was livin was a bit lame
And so I'm seeing how hate and praise are the same
That they really aren't joking when they say this sh**'s a game
They knew how to make me play and make it hard to walk away
Stayed brainwashed instead of change I'd only ever pray they
Got me obsessed with sh** that isn't made to move me forward
Like doing d** with skinny who*es, make some bullsh** and win awards
Instead of being a doctor make verbal intercourse
They hid from me the truth of the source with glitz and glam
It's a sham, gotta make the minds expand
Make a plan and lend a hand to let the people understand
Reflection and shadow, show perception is shallow
Now though procession of my soul and your is truly the goal
I'm still dealing with cash flow and bad blow
But I did that on the daily so I know how that goes
Lead a life full of attachment you could say I was askin
To never be revealed the one whose glory I should bask in
Instead of withdrawal I'm going through a metamorphosis
My soul's been on the move ever since I met a sorceress
Importing importance into my days
Bar raised from searching for any way to get paid
Make excuses lamer reasons than persuasive essays
Sleeping at the wheel and not seeing I strayed
Play it like it didn't happen do it again anyway
You're basically listening to what the dead say
A product of society, judged by how you dress
And now I'm mostly focused on my breath, and I've noticed that I'm
Content with less, entranced by d**h
But I need to get rid of that every day up a step
Catholic turned atheist, turned student turned light being
Filled with the joy of a geezer born blind seeing
I'm feeling free no one can get their hands on me
Wanna be more than I am and what I plan to be
Oh to be immersed in god
Heaven abound a love burst in a haze
Pressure of prayer I suppose I could be wrong
I've let myself become a slave
And I'm ashamed it took so long to learn I don't own my f**ing name
But shame is something I still gotta drop yes
Fear hate anger and all the other variants
Are getting tossed along with all the sh** that I was carrying
It's scary how I thought the air I breathed was barely anything
Compared to where the money I worried about was sending me
Fret and sweat about enemies and what they know
But now we're friends we made amends and now I do love these hoes
Used to be the guy who would lie to provide insight
Didn't realize I was unqualified cuz I couldn't see inside
It isn't cid that's making my mind slippery this time
I'm trippin off how I even made it out alive
These days make and take the time to clear mind
Thank you God I can finally say I cleared mine