I don't know where to go from here, full of fear at the moment
Think I need a f**ing beer, to take the edge off
What happened last night damn near took my head off
Saw something unbelievable and knew it to be true
Didn't see it coming no warnings or even clues
But who did it to me or did I and what would it do to you
I've heard or lucid dreaming but I thought that sh** was boo
Through the looking gla** television twisted askew
Reflecting views of a ruse of requiring booze
Responsible for losing my cool and highlighting my blues
Askin what happened last night and actually remembering it
Disa**emble my peace of mind, could I get a membership
Could this be the December of pretending to be better than
Years new I'll leave the group and preach the truth like Lennon did
Maybe throw away my hate and explode my fear I might throw it into gear
But I'm nervous
Where do I go [x2]
I'm not getting any higher from the way I live
A veil's been lifted, foolishness is what it is
I was sure I had everything I could ever want
But now I've seen something a rapper could never flaunt
I doubt that you could buy it like a bens or better lawn
But that gra** looks greener than this side I'm on
Better break through, make my move, I need to neglect
What I collected with ill effect in retrospect
Increase detection of disrespect and the will to eject
The pieces I need to keep I guess I'll just have to perfect
Lessen the mess in my head the opposite with intellect
Disconnect from anything that's liable to infect
Now I'm questioning everything I thought was correct
Beliefs leaving at a rate that's arresting what's next
Guess it's a blessing I think my stress level's less
Devil's absent I feel God's presence inside of my chest
But I guess for the moment I'm talking out of my a**
I really have to f**ing clue what's gonna come to pa**
Is hate for white people
Or is it for black people
And what does for mean
And who am I asking
I'm about to search my soul for whatever I am lacking
Hope I ask the right questions this was unexpected like acne
But not unwelcome or stealthy I think it's here to help me
Heaven or naw, whatever I saw took me off the telly
Got a look inside I got the juice I gotta drink
Delve deep and let loose a spirit long been asleep
Where do I go [x2]
Oh I know
Tormance - Boy lyrics
Album Sun Ray