[Verse 1: Tobilla]
When I flip your word upside down you gonna know when it happens
The way I'll make y'all disappear you would think I know magic
You call me crazy, lazy or the worse and I swear you're just maybe gazing at the curtains
That sh** doesn't phase me lately I've been hurting
I put down the blade so pain is in my verses
While you have been waiting patient I've been working my n***a
I've been growing so divergent my n***a
n***as hating I'm allergic and bruh I'm an artist so shut up and just get the picture
We all got vision difference is I go chase it
I learned to watch and not say sh**, I'm flexing and doing chin ups on the bar that you're raising
I'm on your nerves and your girls playlist, we are not adjacent
I live a life hard to manage, I got a mind that's too damaged
Moving too reckless I'm hurting my fam and my relationship almost did the Titanic
f** all that sh** that you make for the fun of it
Cut off my legs and I swear I'll still run this sh**
Still making noise in the rain like I'm thunder b**h
I bring the heat like the summer did now they all want the kid
Y'all don't know how much that I want this sh**
I'm not talking fame, I'm talking about really making a change to point when they smile when they bring up my name
Y'all sounds the same, I can't relate anymore
I had to find my own door yeah
HipsterGod forever more, I'm living my life you live yours yeah
[Hook: Tobilla]
Sick and lost is my name
Making and breaking hearts is my game
Y'all got no sense like y'all got no change
Judge all you want I know I'm not sane
I know that's for a reason, y'all hate to see me eating
I will be a okay, that's that sh** that I believe in yeah
And I don't follow nobody no no no no (3x)
And I don't follow nobody
[Verse 2: Tobilla]
I'm standing on the mountain for the people who can't talk for themselves
And everybody been tripping over another but they fall for themselves
Who are you to tell me I will never ever be sh**
I ain't mad at you I'm mad that I really believed it
I'm tryna be wavy I'm sorry I make you seasick
I'm just tryna stand before the word just like a prefix oh yeah
My life a movie and I'm just tryna make it sick
And n***as mad because I ain't following a script and I ain't following for sh**
I've been a lot but I ain't never been a b**h so when it rains man I ain't even finna flinch
Lost a lot of n***as I ain't even really miss
They probably hate me too but I will never see a diss
Working so hard for the future I forgot to reminisce
That's the sh** that happens when nobody gives you sh** oh well n***a
[Hook: Tobilla]
Sick and lost is my name
Making and breaking hearts is my game
Y'all got no sense like y'all got no change
Judge all you want I know I'm not sane
I know that's for a reason, y'all hate to see me eating
I will be a okay, that's that sh** that I believe in yeah
And I don't follow nobody no no no no (3x)
And I don't follow nobody no n***a