It's goddamn freezing in this city There's no heat in my room It's like it never stops raining And I'm soaked through My life's become this tightrope act One wrong step, I'm off the edge So now I'm scared to d**h of an ear infection It's like I'm chasing ambulances Trying to pull out something from the wreckage Nothing ever goes the way we f**ing planned it Cause most days are bad days We can't wait for someone to pull me off of the concrete We stopped standing proud a year ago now What you see is just a shell of who I used to be I can't believe I got this weak I'm stuck here wide awake In the wake of bad news We know now what's at stake And I'm scared too You know that I can't take naps Cause they end in panic attacks
I can't play video games Cause I always end up depressed I can't be left alone now for even a second I'm a burden but at least I know it Most days are bad days We can't wait for someone to pull me off of the concrete We stopped standing proud a year ago now What you see is just a shell of who I used to be I can't believe I got this weak And I don't think I love anything The way that some people love Morrissey It's just that nothing speaks to me that way And I, I can tell you that the world looks bleak From where I'm sitting at the bottom of the city But no matter where you sit The skyline looks the same And I don't think I love anything like Most days are bad days, we can't just wait