Guilty Pleasure I feel eternal there's sunshine in my mind Feel this beat with REAΣON all I needed was relief to find peace In the scheme of things, life plans and wedding rings And the planets will align so I can rhyme with goons in mind (We're mathematical) I think I'll take a second, I don't mind if you've got time I'm spittin this sh** for kicks and digits, for producers chicks and fine dimes Jester I'm a joke I look inside of me and choke I get a stiff drink and hit the books So holler nope don't gives a f** I think I'll take a second I said I think I'll take a second Off the record set it straight, wipe the red off from the ledger I'm a joker I'm Heath Ledger, I'm a liar for your pleasure If you ask me how I'm doin' I'll just tell ya never better I'll be honest I hate music, hate the hoop and jumpin' through it Hate the game and stickin' to it, hate the talent when I lose it And I lost it f** the cost, f** the change in me I thought would bring my life into The spotlight drag me up into the high life So here we are we haven't made it very far Nobody really knows who we are no bottles and no caviar Hannibal But we're two years in There's a million other indie rappers who hears them? And I get inspired by Tech N9ne and Eminem
Cuz I got that Tech N9ne mind, but that Eminem skin And I scream to the void, "just please hear my voice!" Gotta turn it up louder, gotta make some more noise And it's almost like I gotta have a super power Just to move through hoops that they put up in outer Space so I say le-let-let's get higher Cuz they s-s-say that green inspires And I keep t-t-tryin', but I find my mind only crowded by clouds til it's practically Blind But I'm a daredevil, gonna push on And my care level, yeah it's Vulcan Call me terrible, I'll say you're not wrong Like I said, Imma push on til my cash long And you can hate on me for doin' what I do And I won't say a damn thing, cuz I don't need to Guilty Pleasure Thr-Thr-Thriller I can't shake this Feelin' like I'm Neo in the Matrix Wake and bake to steak so rare I ate in moderation Yeah I hate the common place I'm in I supplement with green and gin Fame is in the mansion I'm outside just let me in It's like I traveled up the mountain pa**, trained with monks many years to beat some Ass But now I died in D&D I got no level raise of cla** In fact I serve no earthly purpose In fact I'm really worse than worthless I'm a f**in' tax collector who charges for their service