My parents told me they don't really like me
Teachers prophesied in years Ill be dead or in Jail
But I don't give a f** about what anybody says in this world & Them b**hes can burn in hell
Born a f**in rebel, Taught by the f**in devil
I love doing evil, I'm just a fallen angel
Corrupted by predicaments that I was living in, so this is why I live in motherf**ing sin
I guess I changed when I seen my Grandmother get k**ed (echo)
Or my best friends died
Seeing them at peace in them caskets they were inside, something I desired got me on the brink of f**ing suicide. (echo)
Am I alive? (echo)
Or Am I dead? (echo)
I swear I'm just existing. (echo)
Rowing my ship filled with sh** Down this stream just wishing I awake from this dream. (echo)
But I swear this is all a f**ing nightmare
A never ending warfare
Where we all are looking for meaning to life & my meaning to life is getting out of this hell here
By any motherf**ing means
Which mean
RIP to any souls that comes in between
There blood will be spilled on my own horror scene
Morphine can't ease the pain from this machine
I can barely breath
All I do is bleed
Seems like I'm only affliction free
When I'm popping pills, drinking lean or smoking weed
I'm a depressed kid With monsters & demons inside
So you might find random b**hes with semen in there eyes
Cause I look for love in all the wrong f**ing places
People only care if your pretty or dead
I'm just Demented Demon, whose barely even breathing
With a f**ed face & n***a Hair so nobody cares
But who cares, if they care
They will never ever understand
What's it like to be a unloved black man
With God & Satan
Constantly screaming in your ears telling you how to live f**ing years
I just hate life
I wish I had knife
To wrong my f**ing rights
Which mean taking my f**in life
My f**in life