(Verse 1)
Y'all see the reason that everyone in this world is lost
Because We're taught that if you hurt then you must further walk
And I was taught that when I'm big then I must serve the top
But y'all are blind because you can't see that I've hurt a lot
From what I've heard, I don't mean as much as y'all pretend
And y'all are always tryna be going against what I defend
My moral code is that I always try to look for you
And when you call me late at night then Imma book for two
Tryna tell me I should play a girl to make it good
Tryna tell me I should smoke a lot to make it hood
Always tryna make me change but I'm not that at life
I'm tryna show you that my happiness was sacrificed
It's like when everything is good you wanna pack a knife
And stab me in the back at morning but we're back at night
It's pa**ing by and I'm fastening belts I'm pa**ing life
The bell is rung and I'll be gone when you are back in sight
(Hook)
Everyday I've been going through change is it real life
And you know I ask God is it real life
Cause I'm never real sure that it's real life
Real life you know (x 2)
(Verse 2)
I'm judging people by the realness of their character
So if she fake, I don't even wanna pair with her
I'm being fair with ya when I say don't you dare define the words that coming out my mouth you know that they will tear at ya
They pull apart at every piece of who you are inside
I've been looking for myself but know it's hard to find
The way they doing things, that's the way they are defined
They say that I will make it through it but it's all the time
I pray to God that he will make it better real soon
I try to tell em I need help, you know it's real true
I'm failing you from what I promised and I know you see
But you had promised you'd be there for me and no one sees
I had layed against my bed, you know that I was crying
It's sad to say that I don't think you'd care if I was dying
There's all these people tryna tell me I should let you go
But you had told me ride the waves and imma let em flow
(Hook)
Everyday I've been going through change is it real life
And you know I ask God is it real life
Cause I'm never real sure that it's real life
Real life you know (x 2)
(Verse 3)
I been feeling this way, for like a year straight
You taught me not to really care I used to fear hate
And you know that when I'm gone then you'll be missing me
You'll wish for me like I was gift for you on Christmas Eve
Like in the morning you wanna see me under the Christmas tree
Cause when I'm gone then you will finally feel my misery
You know I always try to hope that you still care for me
And if I needed you I hope that you'd be there for me
Cause I'd be there for you
And if somebody's in my way then I'll be tearing through
Their territory would be history that's very true
And if you went away to heaven, we would share the doom
Cause I still care for you
I been seeing only demons looking left to right
I been crying for the Angels, I've been left to die
Now through this sh** that we call life know your not less than I
But imma ask you for your hand, will you be next to ride
(Hook)
Everyday I've been going through change is it real life
And you know I ask God is it real life
Cause I'm never real sure that it's real life
Real life you know (x 2)