It all started and ended
When I was arrested for possession
Binging in the end of my youth as it faded
Part-time job, sh*tty car but I still wasn’t jaded
Yet
But now I’m serenaded into a tired, worried panic
Exhausted from sleeping and working all day
Driving home terrified
That I won’t know what to say
When those lights flash
And words are spoken to me like I’m still a kid
You got your braces off
You were melting faces off, baby
You were at the peak of your confidence
When it all ended for you
You were looking for someone who’d
Help you leave your insecurities at the door
But now you’re carried away into a lonely panic
When you’re alone in bed dreaming of the future
When you think of how I don’t
Want the same things you need
Will I die alone?
Cause dying together ain’t for me
I try to be cool, but I’m the meanest person
Not when I’m alone
But when I’m around people with you
I try to be green, but I’m the worst of my kind
When I close my eyes it’s all flashing
It’s all flashing by
It’s all clashing, it’s all flashing by
When I close my eyes
It’s all flashing red and blue