[Verse 1]
It's fantastic
Find myself enthusiastic
I'm sarcastic
Love my songs so much I blast it
Whatta shock like static
Old me, that's cla**ic
Basement but I made it to the attic
Got habits like an addict
You can see how it's problematic
You can see how it once was tragic
See how traumatic it was
All the negativity how automatic it was
Anti-climatic because
Tripping double vision like the acid does
Show you where the pa**ion was
Writing got me high with a lasted buzz
I'm on another story
Be a common legend like I got the glory
And I got the glory, I got the pride
But be the first to admit there were nights I cried
I'm making strides, can say I tried
Feel so alive, can never get denied
A little co*ky eyed, but it's justified
I know deep inside, i'm just petrified
These suicides, like Robin Williams
With depression and had the millions
If he could lose it, who's to say not me
Well i got the music, so play that key
And play that note, maybe c minor
Damn good kid, for a reminder
No longer lack, what the prozac gave me
Confidence, and a lot more bravery
I made a lot of progress but i'm not perfect
Whatta a process wonder if it's all worth it
[Verse 2]
Several bottles
Double tap pic, instagram models
Yeah, i'm liking what is shown
These nudes got me droolin' on my iphone
Wet like a bar tab
Bless you, I sneeze with a little dab
Not a little cab, we do uber
Dance floor with a little maneuver
Invite me inside, whatta hostess
Team no sleep, only hypnosis
Whatchu doin' in the future keep me posted
Wanna name my first kid OTIS
ThatODkid
Wile E Coyote kid
Be like me that smokey kid
But love yourself, I only did
I'm on a freestyle
Rap to my songs, that made me smile
And I smile more, forget about anger
And know my endin' ain't a cliffhanger
Cuz i'm off the cliff, i'm off edge
On August 9th I made that pledge
To better myself for my own damn being
Mirror was blinded, but now it's seeing
Like what i'm seein', it's all improvement
Depressed or happy at least it's movement
I wanna move it, maybe south to NC
Nicholas but remember thatND
Kid like a joke, when I rap i'm kidding
Old clothes 4 years ago now fitting
Is it ADHD why i'm not sitting?
Life has gotten better, old me not missing