I wanna write like its 2011, I
Wrote enough for 3 albums, I was on one
A deal with the devil ain't put you close to heaven
Rather call him my father ‘fore God calls me son
I wanna flow like its 2011, I
Rapped enough at some parties, I was on one
Think back to writing, pen and paper, I was seven
Had some talent with it, acted like I had none
I nurtured other dreams, some would fall apart
I thought I knew it better
Had invested in my brain, should've been my heart
Could be making money every letter
Why I gotta ***** to find creative voices
Cuz sober got too many on a repeat
Felt like college limited all other choices
Found myself with living, 305 suite
That's the suite life, or really even was it
Sometimes i'm forgetting the minor details
Life was all together or really even was it
Nights I spent alone, the finer details
[Verse 2]
I wanna live like its 2016
Appreciate the last year of my life tho
But for now it's all for what is unseen
I'm tuning in to every episode of my show
But no spoiler alerts, no sneak peaks
I wanna be surprised like holy sh** dude
Maybe writing every day turns into every week
Maybe get my soundcloud up to a milli views
One man can change the world, people heard
Even tho I bet majority was me tho
Really loved that girl, wouldn't change a word
Even tho I bet majority that she would
And I don't mean to ramble, just lots of feelings, I
Rather break apart than just be numb all over
Try to play my cards right, get sh**ty dealings
No luck like pullin a 3 leaf clover
[Verse 3]
Self diagnosis, i'm no doctor
Wish my grades were good enough to be
One day i'll make one hell of a father
And the degree won't be anything to me
I wanna write like its 2015
Cuz right now is the realest me i've ever known
Sometimes I f**in swear, ill get clean
But writing always puts me in the f**in zone
I wanna visit 2010, tell the old me
Things get better, you'll be on one
Devil negotiating, I sold me
But things get better in the long run
Memory bank is fuller than my credit
If only I could turn em in to cash out
Like the worst ones, if only I could edit
Instead got myself takin trash out
I'm on the rise, I can feel it
Steady making moves like a chess match
I'm just one hit away, I could seal it
But i'm saving up for the next batch