a voice screaming out your name surely it will not reach you my voice but for now i am okay someday in my heart you will tonight too i will dream a dream of you beneath my pillow I placed your letter my dream is too cruel my breathing interrupted always at 4:30am i awaken in pain the time is too long the time is too painful the dream will not stop my love is frozen dead on this cold evening so, in this long night
my consciousness is torn apart becoming tiny pieces my memories scattering your ring i grasp it as tightly as i can my tears soaking my pillow like i cannot hear blocked up my ears your voice the scar on my wrist increasing once more melting into the wound you i am broken the letter burnt becoming ashes i am broken my heart broken becoming ashes i am broken i lost you i love you