I have though a lot about things
about the situation and happenings
And i think im the one to blame
Because how i explained everything was so lame
it was my fault he had hope
i think he can never ever cope
and now i know it cannot be undone
maybe we could all just call it quits and say we had fun
I had tried to say it in a nice way
thinking "maybe he wouldn't be hurt this way"
but my creativity got the everything so confusing
and the real message he was not realizing
i knew i would be lying
if i said he had nothing
I just thought he was wiser
Choosing a path that is better
But he held on to that point one percent
Like a rock fighting an ocean's current
But I know it is a losing battle
Like a .1 could make 99 rattle?
You said i should give him a clue
So this may seem out of the blue
but im just gonna give it straight forward
to me there is just no going backward
"US" is just not possible
because right now my feelings is not credible
I don't know if have let go of my past
it's just that im confused if the my feelings still last
I have said this to him
already
But his faith in overcoming the current is steady
He wants to try even if i say its not gonna work out
I felt nothing can be done so i just pout
You know i still wants him to be my friend
Even though i Know that there are scars i cannot tend
but i just feel like its a waste to end
A friendship i thought that never can be bent
Right now im letting him do what he wants
Nothing's gonna change ever he do it for months
im just so sorry for giving him thoughts he didn't needed
And sorry for the false hope in his heart that seeded